I haven’t written in a long time, life got in the way I guess. But going back on my last post I feel that my perception has changed completely. After 3 months of counselling and dealing with something from my past, I am now in a much better place. I can’t believe I wrote back then that I only felt I deserved 10%, now I not only believe I deserve 100% but I also wouldn’t accept anything less.
My self esteem seems to have finally kicked in at the ripe old age of 42.
I’m currently dating and just enjoying myself really. I am not in a rush to find a partner, in fact quite the opposite for the first time ever I felt quite okay with being single.
I have good friends around me and feel happy with where I am at. 🙂
So to anyone else out there struggling, my only advice would be get some help, talk to someone, it really can make a massive difference and quite often low self esteem comes from our childhood. So tackling it head on sometimes is the only way.
Take care
Bridget